Julia Brown





JULIA BROWN (Aunt Sally)

710 Griffin Place, N.W.

Atlanta, Ga.

July 25, 1936[TR:?]



by

Geneva Tonsill



[TR: One page of this interview was repeated in typescript; where there

was a discrepancy, the clearer version was used.]





AH ALWAYS HAD A HARD TIME



Aunt Sally rocked back and forth incessantly. She mopped her wrinkled

face with a dirty rag as she talked. "Ah wuz born fo' miles frum

Commerce, Georgia, and wuz thirteen year ole at surrender. Ah belonged

to the Nash fambly--three ole maid sisters. My mama belonged to the

Nashes and my papa belonged to General Burns; he wuz a officer in the

war. There wuz six of us chilluns, Lucy, Malvina, Johnnie, Callie, Joe

and me. We didn't stay together long, as we wuz give out to different

people. The Nashes didn't believe in selling slaves but we wuz known as

their niggers. They sold one once 'cause the other slaves said they

would kill him 'cause he had a baby by his own daughter. So to keep him

frum bein' kilt, they sold him.



"My mama died the year of surrender. Ah didn't fare well after her

death, Ah had sicha hard time. Ah wuz give to the Mitchell fambly and

they done every cruel thing they could to me. Ah slept on the flo' nine

years, winter and summer, sick or well. Ah never wore anything but a

cotton dress, a shimmy and draw's. That 'oman didn't care what happened

to the niggers. Sometimes she would take us to church. We'd walk to the

church house. Ah never went nowhere else. That 'oman took delight in

sellin' slaves. She'd lash us with a cowhide whip. Ah had to shift fur

mahself.



"They didn't mind the slaves matin', but they wanted their niggers to

marry only amongst them on their place. They didn't 'low 'em to mate

with other slaves frum other places. When the wimmen had babies they wuz

treated kind and they let 'em stay in. We called it 'lay-in', just about

lak they do now. We didn't go to no horspitals as they do now, we jest

had our babies and had a granny to catch 'em. We didn't have all the

pain-easin' medicines then. The granny would put a rusty piece of tin or

a ax under the mattress and this would ease the pains. The granny put a

ax under my mattress once. This wuz to cut off the after-pains and it

sho did too, honey. We'd set up the fifth day and after the 'layin-in'

time wuz up we wuz 'lowed to walk out doors and they tole us to walk

around the house jest once and come in the house. This wuz to keep us

frum takin' a 'lapse.



"We wuzn't 'lowed to go around and have pleasure as the folks does

today. We had to have passes to go wherever we wanted. When we'd git out

there wuz a bunch of white men called the 'patty rollers'. They'd come

in and see if all us had passes and if they found any who didn't have a

pass he wuz whipped; give fifty or more lashes--and they'd count them

lashes. If they said a hundred you got a hundred. They wuz somethin' lak

the Klu Klux. We wuz 'fraid to tell our masters about the patty rollers

because we wuz skeered they'd whip us again, fur we wuz tole not to

tell. They'd sing a little ditty. Ah wish Ah could remember the words,

but it went somethin' lak this:



'Run, Niggah, run, de Patty Rollers'll git you,

Run Niggah, ran, you'd bettah git away.'



"We wuz 'fraid to go any place.



"Slaves ware treated in most cases lak cattle. A man went about the

country buyin' up slaves lak buyin' up cattle and the like, and he wuz

called a 'speculator', then he'd sell 'em to the highest bidder. Oh! it

wuz pitiful to see chil'en taken frum their mothers' breast, mothers

sold, husbands sold frum wives. One 'oman he wuz to buy had a baby, and

of course the baby come befo' he bought her and he wouldn't buy the

baby; said he hadn't bargained to buy the baby too, and he jest

wouldn't. My uncle wuz married but he wuz owned by one master and his

wife wuz owned by another. He wuz 'lowed to visit his wife on Wednesday

and Saturday, that's the onliest time he could git off. He went on

Wednesday and when he went back on Saturday his wife had been bought by

the speculator and he never did know where she wuz.



"Ah worked hard always. Honey, you can't 'magine what a hard time Ah

had. Ah split rails lak a man. How did Ah do it? Ah used a huge glut,

and a iron wedge drove into the wood with a maul, and this would split

the wood.



"Ah help spin the cotton into thread fur our clothes. The thread wuz

made into big broaches--four broaches made four cuts, or one hank. After

the thread wuz made we used a loom to weave the cloth. We had no sewin'

machine--had to sew by hand. My mistress had a big silver bird and she

would always catch the cloth in the bird's bill and this would hold it

fur her to sew.



"Ah didn't git to handle money when I wuz young. Ah worked frum sunup to

sundown. We never had overseers lak some of the slaves. We wuz give so

much work to do in a day and if the white folks went off on a vacation

they would give us so much work to do while they wuz gone and we better

have all of that done too when they'd come home. Some of the white folks

wuz very kind to their slaves. Some did not believe in slavery and some

freed them befo' the war and even give 'em land and homes. Some would

give the niggers meal, lard and lak that. They made me hoe when Ah wuz a

chile and Ah'd keep rat up with the others, 'cause they'd tell me that

if Ah got behind a run-a-way nigger would git me and split open my head

and git the milk out'n it. Of course Ah didn't know then that wuzn't

true--Ah believed everything they tole me and that made me work the

harder.



"There wuz a white man, Mister Jim, that wuz very mean to the slaves.

He'd go 'round and beat 'em. He'd even go to the little homes, tear down

the chimneys and do all sorts of cruel things. The chimneys wuz made of

mud 'n straw 'n sticks; they wuz powerful strong too. Mister Jim wuz

jest a mean man, and when he died we all said God got tired of Mister

Jim being so mean and kilt him. When they laid him out on the coolin'

board, everybody wuz settin' 'round, moanin' over his death, and all of

a sudden Mister Jim rolled off'n the coolin' board, and sich a runnin'

and gittin' out'n that room you never saw. We said Mister Jim wuz tryin'

to run the niggers and we wuz 'fraid to go about at night. Ah believed

it then; now that they's 'mbalmin' Ah know that must have been gas and

he wuz purgin', fur they didn't know nothin' 'bout 'mbalmin' then. They

didn't keep dead folks out'n the ground long in them days.



"Doctors wuzn't so plentiful then. They'd go 'round in buggies and on

hosses. Them that rode on a hoss had saddle pockets jest filled with

little bottles and lots of them. He'd try one medicine and if it didn't

do not [TR: no?] good he'd try another until it did do good and when the

doctor went to see a sick pusson he'd stay rat there until he wuz

better. He didn't jest come in and write a 'scription fur somebody to

take to a drug store. We used herbs a lots in them days. When a body had

dropsy we'd set him in a tepid bath made of mullein leaves. There wuz a

jimson weed we'd use fur rheumatism, and fur asthma we'd use tea made of

chestnut leaves. We'd git the chestnut leaves, dry them in the sun jest

lak tea leaves, and we wouldn't let them leaves git wet fur nothin' in

the world while they wuz dryin'. We'd take poke salad roots, boil them

and then take sugar and make a syrup. This wuz the best thing fur

asthma. It was known to cure it too. Fur colds and sich we used

ho'hound; made candy out'n it with brown sugar. We used a lots of rock

candy and whiskey fur colds too. They had a remedy that they used fur

consumption--take dry cow manure, make a tea of this and flavor it with

mint and give it to the sick pusson. We didn't need many doctors then

fur we didn't have so much sickness in them days, and nachelly they

didn't die so fast; folks lived a long time then. They used a lot of

peachtree leaves too for fever, and when the stomach got upsot we'd

crush the leaves, pour water over them and wouldn't let them drink any

other kind of water 'till they wuz better. Ah still believes in them ole

ho'made medicines too and ah don't believe in so many doctors.



"We didn't have stoves plentiful then: just ovens we set in the

fireplace. Ah's toted a many a armful of bark--good ole hickory bark to

cook with. We'd cook light bread--both flour and corn. The yeast fur

this bread wuz made frum hops. Coals of fire wuz put on top of the oven

and under the bottom, too. Everything wuz cooked on coals frum a wood

fire--coffee and all. Wait, let me show you my coffee tribet. Have you

ever seen one? Well, Ah'll show you mine." Aunt Sally got up and hobbled

to the kitchen to get the trivet. After a few moments search she came

back into the room.



"No, it's not there. Ah guess it's been put in the basement. Ah'll show

it to you when you come back. It's a rack made of iron that the pot is

set on befo' puttin' it on the fire coals. The victuals wuz good in them

days; we got our vegetables out'n the garden in season and didn't have

all the hot-house vegetables. Ah don't eat many vegetables now unless

they come out'n the garden and I know it. Well, as I said, there wuz

racks fitted in the fireplace to put pots on. Once there wuz a big pot

settin' on the fire, jest bilin' away with a big roast in it. As the

water biled, the meat turned over and over, comin' up to the top and

goin' down again, Ole Sandy, the dog, come in the kitchen. He sot there

a while and watched that meat roll over and over in the pot, and all of

a sudden-like he grabbed at that meat and pulls it out'n the pot.

'Course he couldn't eat it 'cause it wuz hot and they got the meat befo'

he et it. The kitchen wuz away frum the big house, so the victuals wuz

cooked and carried up to the house. Ah'd carry it up mahse'f. We

couldn't eat all the different kinds of victuals the white folks et and

one mornin' when I was carryin' the breakfast to the big house we had

waffles that wuz a pretty golden brown and pipin' hot. They wuz a

picture to look at and ah jest couldn't keep frum takin' one, and that

wuz the hardest waffle fur me to eat befo' I got to the big house I ever

saw. Ah jest couldn't git rid of that waffle 'cause my conscience

whipped me so.



"They taught me to do everything. Ah'd use battlin' blocks and battlin'

sticks to wash the clothes; we all did. The clothes wuz taken out of the

water an put on the block and beat with a battlin' stick, which was made

like a paddle. On wash days you could hear them battlin' sticks poundin'

every which-away. We made our own soap, used ole meat and grease, and

poured water over wood ashes which wuz kept in a rack-like thing and the

water would drip through the ashes. This made strong lye. We used a lot

'o sich lye, too, to bile with.



"Sometimes the slaves would run away. Their masters wuz mean to them

that caused them to run away. Sometimes they would live in caves. How

did they get along? Well, chile, they got along all right--what with

other people slippin' things in to 'em. And, too, they'd steal hogs,

chickens, and anything else they could git their hands on. Some white

people would help, too, fur there wuz some white people who didn't

believe in slavery. Yes, they'd try to find them slaves that run away

and if they wuz found they'd be beat or sold to somebody else. My

grandmother run away frum her master. She stayed in the woods and she

washed her clothes in the branches. She used sand fur soap. Yes, chile,

I reckon they got 'long all right in the caves. They had babies in thar

and raised 'em too.



"Ah stayed with the Mitchells 'til Miss Hannah died. Ah even helped to

lay her out. Ah didn't go to the graveyard though. Ah didn't have a home

after she died and Ah wandered from place to place, stayin' with a white

fambly this time and then a nigger fambly the next time. Ah moved to

Jackson County and stayed with a Mister Frank Dowdy. Ah didn't stay

there long though. Then Ah moved to Winder, Georgia. They called it 'Jug

Tavern' in them days, 'cause jugs wuz made there. Ah married Green

Hinton in Winder. Got along well after marryin' him. He farmed fur a

livin' and made a good livin' fur me and the eight chilluns, all born in

Winder. The chilluns wuz grown nearly when he died and wuz able to help

me with the smalles ones. Ah got along all right after his death and

didn't have sich a hard time raisin' the chilluns. Then Ah married Jim

Brown and moved to Atlanta. Jim farmed at first fur a livin' and then he

worked on the railroad--the Seaboard. He helped to grade the first

railroad track for that line. He wuz a sand-dryer."



Aunt Sally broke off her story here. "Lord, honey, Ah got sich a pain in

mah stomach Ah don't believe Ah can go on. It's a gnawin' kind of pain.

Jest keeps me weak all over." Naturally I suggested that we complete the

story at another time. So I left, promisin' to return in a few days. A

block from the house I stopped in a store to order some groceries for

Aunt Sally. The proprietress, a Jewish woman, spoke up when I gave the

delivery address. She explained in broken English that she knew Aunt

Sally.



"I tink you vas very kind to do dis for Aunt Sally. She neets it. I

often gif her son food. He's very old and feeble. He passed here

yesterday and he look so wasted and hungry. His stomick look like it vas

drawn in, you know. I gif him some fresh hocks. I know dey could not eat

all of them in a day and I'm afrait it von't be goof [TR: goot? or

good?] for dem today. I vas trained to help people in neet. It's pert of

my religion. See, if ve sit on de stritcar and an olt person comes in

and finds no seat, ve get up and gif him one. If ve see a person loaded

vid bundles and he iss old and barely able to go, ve gif a hand. See, ve

Jews--you colored--but ve know no difference. Anyvon neeting help, ve

gif."



A couple of days later I was back at Aunt Sally's. I had brought some

groceries for the old woman. I knocked a long time on the front door,

and, getting no answer, I picked my way through the rank growth of weeds

and grass surrounding the house and went around to the back door. It

opened into the kitchen, where Aunt Sally and her son were having

breakfast. The room was small and dark and I could hardly see the

couple, but Aunt Sally welcomed me. "Lawd, honey, you come right on in.

I tole John I heard somebody knockin' at the do'."



"You been hearin' things all mornin'," John spoke up. He turned to me.

"You must've been thinkin' about mamma just when we started eatin'

breakfast because she asked me did I hear somebody call her. I tole her

the Lawd Jesus is always a-callin' poor niggers, but she said it sounded

like the lady's voice who was here the other day. Well I didn't hear

anything and I tole her she mus' be hearin' things."



I'd put the bag of groceries on the table unobtrusively, but Aunt Sally

wasn't one to let such gifts pass unnoticed. Eagerly she tore the bag

open and began pulling out the packages. "Lawd bless you, chile, and He

sho will bless you! I feels rich seein' what you brought me. Jest look

at this--Lawdy mercy!--rolls, butter, milk, balogny...! Oh, this

balogny, jest looky there! You must a knowed what I wanted!" She was

stuffing it in her mouth as she talked. "And these aigs...! Honey, you

knows God is goin' to bless you and let you live long. Ah'se goin' to

cook one at a time. And Ah sho been wantin' some milk. Ah'se gonna cook

me a hoecake rat now."



She went about putting the things in little cans and placing them on

shelves or in the dilapidated little cupboard that stood in a corner. I

sat down near the door and listened while she rambled on.



"Ah used to say young people didn't care bout ole folks but Ah is takin'

that back now. Ah jest tole my son the other day that its turned round,

the young folks thinks of the ole and tries to help 'em and the ole

folks don't try to think of each other; some of them, they is too mean.

Ah can't understand it; Ah jest know I heard you call me when Ah started

to eat, and tole my son so. Had you been to the do' befo'?" She talked

on not waiting for a reply. "Ah sho did enjoy the victuals you sent day

befo' yistidy. They send me surplus food frum the gove'nment but Ah

don't like what they send. The skim milk gripes me and Ah don't like

that yellow meal. A friend brought me some white meal t'other day. And

that wheat cereal they send! Ah eats it with water when Ah don't have

milk and Ah don't like it but when you don't have nothin' else you got

to eat what you have. They send me 75c ever two weeks but that don't go

very fur. Ah ain't complainin' fur Ah'm thankful fur what Ah git.



"They send a girl to help me around the house, too. She's frum the

housekeepin' department. She's very nice to me. Yes, she sho'ly is a

sweet girl, and her foreman is sweet too. She comes in now 'n then to

see me and see how the girl is gittin' along. She washes, too. Ah's been

on relief a long time. Now when Ah first got on it wuz when they first

started givin' me. They give me plenty of anything Ah asked fur and my

visitor wuz Mrs. Tompkins. She wuz so good to me. Well they stopped that

and then the DPW (Department of Public Welfare) took care of me. When

they first started Ah got more than I do now and they've cut me down

'till Ah gits only a mighty little.



"Yes, Ah wuz talkin' about my husband when you wuz here t'other day. He

wuz killed on the railroad. After he moved here he bought this home.

Ah'se lived here twenty years. Jim wuz comin' in the railroad yard one

day and stepped off the little engine they used for the workers rat in

the path of the L. & M. train. He wuz cut up and crushed to pieces. He

didn't have a sign of a head. They used a rake to git up the pieces they

did git. A man brought a few pieces out here in a bundle and Ah

wouldn't even look at them. Ah got a little money frum the railroad but

the lawyer got most of it. He brought me a few dollars out and tole me

not to discuss it with anyone nor tell how much Ah got. Ah tried to git

some of the men that worked with him to tell me just how it all

happened, but they wouldn't talk, and it wuz scand'lous how them niggers

held their peace and wouldn't tell me anything. The boss man came out

later but he didn't seem intrusted in it at all, so Ah got little or

nothing fur his death. The lawyer got it fur hisse'f.



"All my chilluns died 'cept my son and he is ole and sick and can't do

nothin' fur me or hisse'f. He gets relief too, 75c every two weeks. He

goes 'round and people gives him a little t'eat. He has a hard time

tryin' to git 'long.



"Ah had a double bed in t'other room and let a woman have it so she

could git some of the delegates to the Baptist World Alliance and she

wuz goin' to pay me fur lettin' her use the bed, but she didn't git

anybody 'cept two. They come there on Friday and left the next day. She

wuz tole that they didn't act right 'bout the delegates and lots of

people went to the expense to prepare fur them and didn't git a one. Ah

wuz sorry, for Ah intended to use what she paid me fur my water bill. Ah

owes $3.80 and had to give my deeds to my house to a lady to pay the

water bill fur me and it worries me 'cause Ah ain't got no money to pay

it, fur this is all Ah got and Ah hates to loose my house. Ah wisht it

wuz some way to pay it. Ah ain't been able to do fur mahse'f in many

years now, and has to depend on what others gives me.



"Tell you mo' about the ole times? Lawd, honey, times has changed so

frum when Ah was young. You don't hear of haints as you did when I

growed up. The Lawd had to show His work in miracles 'cause we didn't

have learnin' in them days as they has now. And you may not believe it

but them things happened. Ah knows a old man what died, and after his

death he would come to our house where he always cut wood, and at night

we could hear a chain bein' drug along in the yard, jest as if a big

log-chain wuz bein' pulled by somebody. It would drag on up to the

woodpile and stop, then we could hear the thump-thump of the ax on the

wood. The woodpile was near the chimney and it would chop-chop on, then

stop and we could hear the chain bein' drug back the way it come. This

went on fur several nights until my father got tired and one night after

he heard it so long, the chop-chop, papa got mad and hollered at the

haint, 'G---- D---- you, go to hell!!!' and that spirit went off and

never did come back!



"We'd always know somebody wuz goin' to die when we heard a owl come to

a house and start screechin'. We always said, 'somebody is gwine to

die!' Honey, you don't hear it now and it's good you don't fur it would

skeer you to death nearly. It sounded so mo'nful like and we'd put the

poker or the shovel in the fire and that always run him away; it burned

his tongue out and he couldn't holler no more. If they'd let us go out

lak we always wanted to, Ah don't 'spects we'd a-done it, 'cause we wuz

too skeered. Lawdy, chile, them wuz tryin' days. Ah sho is glad God let

me live to see these 'uns.



"Ah tried to git the ole-age pension fur Ah sho'ly needed it and wuz

'titled to it too. Sho wuz. But that visitor jest wouldn't let me go

through. She acted lak that money belonged to her. Ah 'plied when it

first come out and shoulda been one of the first to get one. Ah worried

powerful much at first fur Ah felt how much better off Ah'd be. Ah

wouldn't be so dependent lak Ah'm is now. Ah 'spects you know that

'oman. She is a big black 'oman--wuz named Smith at first befo' she

married. She is a Johns now. She sho is a mean 'oman. She jest wouldn't

do no way. Ah even tole her if she let me go through and Ah got my

pension Ah would give her some of the money Ah got, but she jest didn't

do no way. She tole me if Ah wuz put on Ah'd get no more than Ah wuz

gittin'. Ah sho believes them thats on gits more'n 75c every two weeks.

Ah sho had a hard time and a roughety road to travel with her my

visitor until they sent in the housekeeper. Fur that head 'oman jest

went rat out and got me some clothes. Everything Ah needed. When Ah tole

her how my visitor wuz doin' me she jest went out and come rat back with

all the things Ah needed. Ah don't know why my visitor done me lak that.

Ah said at first it wuz because Ah had this house but honey what could

Ah do with a house when Ah wuz hongry and not able to work. Ah always

worked hard. 'Course Ah didn't git much fur it but Ah lak to work fur

what Ah gits."



Aunt Sally was beginning to repeat herself and I began to suspect she

was talking just to please me. So I arose to go.



"Lawsy mercy, chile, you sho is sweet to set here and talk to a ole

'oman lak me. Ah sho is glad you come. Ah tole my son you wuz a bundle

of sunshine and Ah felt so much better the day you left--and heah you is

again! Chile, my nose wuzn't itchin' fur nothin'! You come back to see

me real soon. Ah'se always glad to have you. And the Lawd's gonna sho go

with you fur bein' so good to me."



My awareness of the obvious fulsomeness in the old woman's praise in no

way detracted from my feeling of having done a good deed. Aunt Sally was

a clever psychologist and as I carefully picked my way up the weedy path

toward the street, I felt indeed that the "Lawd" was "sho goin'" with

me.





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